Spent my day with a girl,who doesn’t love me


It’s Tuesday morning,

I am at my office and working at my desk,

I am studying journals in mobile,

For this day I have no further plan,

Left hand in my pocket & with right hand I hold the mobile,

Still reading and walking in my floor,

Suddenly I saw my cell the girl name sweetie, who’s call,

I don’t know what happen to me, for the moment I forget me and all,

She says I want to go to cafeteria,

I just reply please wait for me; I am coming for you,

I reached there she waiting for me,

When I saw her she was in blue dress, but how can I say you are angel for me,

Still I am thinking what she thinks about me,

We move on to next place,

She just staring on my face,

Without even stopping she just talking & talking to me,

We are making sandwich to eat,

After that she walking with me,

When she see me in my eyes,

I am high on the sky,

Strange thing happen when she move away from me,

She separates her hand from me,

We spent some time in lonely place,

My memories running in deeper space,

I saw her deep brown eyes,

I am listening her sharp and blunt voice,

Sun goes up and time passed by I know I have no choice,

Now she wants me to go back to my desk,

When it’s time to leave, she just whispering with her smile,

I know it’s time to leave, what my heart still don’t believe,

Now she gone and I stand there alone, now she disappear from my eyes,

I don’t know what to say goodbye or just waiting for my heart cries,

This is all that, I spent my whole day with a girl, who doesn’t love me.


Tuesday Morning

It’s 5:30 on a Tuesday morning, and I’ve left myself time to sit and think. I’ll think about the weather outside and if it’s storming. Because 20 feet under the ground you can’t even hear the thunder rolling.
I’ll think about the afternoon and wonder if you’re watching the sun rise. Sometimes being late has it’s beauty, just because I’ll see the morning sky in all it’s glory.
I’m not sad, but I won’t pretend to be happy
being here gives me a sense of melancholy happiness.
I’ll be alright, I’ll just smile and skip
because when you’re 20 feet underground there’s a lot of time to play around.