Meaning of life

Meaning of my life

I don’t know what to write. It is as though some force is just making me put the words down. It’s beautiful. I cannot explain it. My life has been insane lately.Midterms. Tests.Stress.Assignments.Work. Way too much stress. I felt lost. My health was horrible lately. I am homesick. I was dealing with a difficult people. Feeling betrayed. Money. Everyone cares too much about money. Love. Love lingered. I was too caught up in the past. Behind. I couldn’t get over it. She still sticks around. Love truly never fades. It just transforms. Like a phoenix. Trapped inside. I feel as though I can love another. I have discovered friend love. I have felt lost, dazed, confused. But I am found now. My community, who I am. At least at the moment. There is something beautiful in temporary elated consciousness. Understanding. I have finally found the friend and maybe even friends who I always wanted. Who I always needed. Who I always knew I deserved. Beautiful people. Magical people. People who I love with all my heart who I never want to see hurt, upset, stressed, but who I want to by happy, and content. Who I love spending time with, and make me smile, always make me smile. I am happy. Grades are irrelevant to my sanity. My mentality. I cannot let simple words and letters on paper trap my soul to the irrelevant. To the suffocating. I am much more that numbers and words on paper.

I am MKalyan.


I am intelligent, loved, caring, kind, crazy, outgoing, insane, lovely, energetic, emotional, passionate, loving, earthy, worldly, open-minded, deep, light, and somewhere in between. I have so much to look forward to. So much to see. To do. To be. I can’t wait until travelling around World. Seeing the world. Absorbing cultures. Loving people. Seeing fantasy and beauty come to life. The world is amazing, I just have to pick my butt up and go see it. Immerse myself. The only roommate you have to live with for the rest of your life is yourself. You matter. I matter. Life matters. Let the cycle of conversions of matter and energy continue. Let us all into the body of overwhelming consciousness we were all born from. The pool of glowing light that birthed us onto this naked planet, exposed. Vulnerable. Pure. We all have something to look forward to. There is so much more for us out there. Life. Love. The pursuit of happiness. Making change, watching it happen, sitting under the warm sun on a spring day and just listening. Feeling your body present, in the moment. In that moment of being that matters. Those few seconds of complete peace. That is the meaning of life.


Meaning of life?


What’s the meaning of life? Why are we here? Do we have a purpose, or are we just… here? Are we supposed to accomplish some predestined mission? If we all have a predetermined purpose, then what decides if our purpose is to create world peace or empty garbage?

I think to determine the meaning of life, we have to first change the way we look at it. We seem to subconsciously expect life to be good, we expect to be fed daily, get a job and maybe get married, to us, that’s what life is. But because people think this way, we tend to over-react when bad things happen. I think the key to a happy life is living with no expectations. Don’t expect life to be perfect, and don’t expect it to be horrible… just take it as it comes. If we live this way, maybe we’ll finally appreciate all the good things in life instead of taking most of it for granted. Thinks like good food, flowers, sunny days… or even smaller things like nice way someone says your name, the smell of paper or the fact that we have shoes. We would miss these things if they suddenly disappeared, so why do we treat them like they’re nothing?

Once we start experiencing life as it is, then we can focus on our purpose. Why were we put on this planet? What are we meant to do?… Nothing… We were not born to accomplish anything. If you want to do something with your life, if you want a purpose, you make it. If you want to teach poor people in the slums of India, do it! If you want to be the best Wal-Mart greeter in the world… do it! Nobody’s stopping you and nobody is forcing you. You got to make it happen.

While you’re working towards your goal, don’t forget to actually live life. Make your life worth while,

To me, the sign of a meaningful life is accomplishing the things you set out to do and being missed when you’re gone.