Month: March 2013

I really loved you

You’re the one i really missed.

I regret that we have never kissed.

I’m just in love with you.

Only you wouldn’t believe that it was true.

For loving you i’m sorry.

I guess i will get over it so don’t worry.

You were my one and only loving dear.

You leaving me was my only fear.

I hoped you were the one to make my life complete.

I guess it’s not up to me to compete.

My only wish was to be your’s.

Love u

The only thing is to me you’re keep closing doors.

Maybe to you not the wisest thing to open up my heart.

It’s not your fault and i don’t blame you, it already was torn a part.

To you i wish all the luck with happiness and joy.

With in the future an excellent relationship to deploy.

Now the only thing i think: too bad it isn’t with me. But you being happy is the only thing i want to see.

I hope you even ever loved or cared about me and didn’t thought it was funny.

But it’s not, unfortunately.

From the bottom of my heart i really loved you.

Maybe you just didn’t want me too.

Well i always said you deserved a better guy then i will ever be.

I guess you found the one that is to you, so i can only say you got a friend in me.

But it was a single headed love so i guess to you it doesn’t matter. 

It’s not to me for saying sorry and beg you to stay. Only sorry for falling in love with you and all the things i said.

Meeting you is a thing i will never regret or forget.

For me i hope you’re love to me will ever grow.

but well….. who will ever know…..?

Just be yourself and lucky in life.

In my wishes you would be my wife.

……..only this is real life…….

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Cursed Heart

I carved an X into my heart
I wished to never fall in love again.
Over and over, I wished it.
I cursed myself
Now I fear I’ve lost my heart.
I don’t want to fall out of love.
What’s happening to me?
What have I done?
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-Mkalyan

Dream-Depths of my mind

Crazy dream which i dreamed last night

When I went for walk through the depths of my mind,goodness knows what I expected to find.

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But there were dragons enchanted and witches so fair.
And when I needed a rest, I just imagined a chair.

The space was timeless, no place was too far,
and if my legs couldn’t bare it, I thought up a car.

To drive to the zoo, where the humans were contained,
what a twist to real life, all the animals complained.

Then I thought up a spaceship,and flew up to Mars,
to dance on the craters and ponder the stars.

And then when I woke up, from the depth of my mind,
I pushed on a button and let it rewind!

Your Smile..

When you smile..
And laugh..
And look at me..

Its one of the best feelings…
That is the moment ..
When I don’t remember..
But is the same moment I’ll have forever..

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I just stay there in…
My mind for a while…
Laughing as well ..
like a child.

I feel like the world..
Is perfect again..
Almost heaven.

I don’t have to think
About making mistakes..
Or worry about…
What will happen next.

There is nothing now to fix…
Everything is accomplished..
In that single moment.

I will help you…
Understand you…
And try to…
make you smile.

I don’t want you to feel what I feel..
I don’t want you to be sad one bit..
No one should suffer the pain I am suffering
Not even for a little bit.
all you gotta do is smile…

Why women cry?

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A little boy asked his mother, “Why are you crying?” “Because I’m a woman,” she told him. “I don’t understand,” he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, “And you never will.” Later the little boy asked his father, “Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?” “All women cry for no reason,” was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, “God, why do women cry so easily?” God said, “When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly. I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart. I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him un-falteringly  And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed.” “You see my son,” said God, “the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart – the place where love resides.” 

Author: Unknown

Coco J. Ginger Says

I Don't CareOne day, your little sister is going to fall for a man who is not kind…
who’s intentions are not pure, a man who treats  her with disregard and disrespect.
You’re going to hate this man. You’re going to want to destroy him. You’ll wonder how one could run off such cowards blood. And in that moment of hate for this man, I hope you remember
you were that same man
to me.
So   instead of looking  him in the eyes, look back at yourself in the mirror—you are the man you now HATE.
Tell yourself, “I don’t care“,  just like you said it to me,  say it [again] for me, for your little  sister, for the man who will treat your sister that way— someday. Tell me how it feels to know your sister is being treated  that way and you are…

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True happiness

Over the last couple of months, I have learned new life-long lessons

When I was younger, I never thought about serious things. I just thought that somehow my life would have no complications. I know, how naive. But I always thought that everything would be perfect in my life and I would always be happy. Now, I know how stupid those thoughts were, but I also know how everyone in this world wants a life that has no complications, no hurt, no suffering, no pain. I believe no matter how evil a person is, a person only wants happiness out of their life. But some people never find that happiness, which eventually leads the person to feel so empty and hopeless that they end up hurting themselves or others. It is truly sad to think that some people never find true happiness because they gave up. People give up because there is no meaning in life if you don’t find true happiness.

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By true happiness, I don’t mean temporary happiness that money, sex, drugs, alcohol, or other things bring. I mean happiness that comes from simple things. Happiness that comes from loving someone so much that you would give up your life for them, or spending time with your family. Or being nice to someone. This will probably sound corny (heck, this whole thing is corny) but there is no words to describe the feeling you get when you do something good. To me, it is a blessing to experience true happiness. Everyone has different ideas of happiness, but once you experience true happiness, everyone gets the same feeling, which of course is happiness.

But the road to true happiness isn’t easy. At all. But as someone always said to me, the tough things in life make you stronger. During tough times, you certainly don’t think that way, but it’s true. When you look back at all the hard times in your life and how upset you were, I think all of us think to ourselves “Why was I so upset?” Whether you like it or not, the tough times in life are essential to finding true happiness.

But remember in the end, all the awful people in your life lead you to meeting the loved ones in your life. I hope everyone lives life to fullest and finds their true happiness.

Amazing Bhopal

Friday eve was the worst evening for me ,I drowned into negativity,lost excitement and slept like that.Next day i woke up with same depressed eyes. Thought of hanging out with my friends, but my friends were out of town because of festival.So decided travel to some random city depends on flight schedule.And luckily there was a flight to Bhopal  So i booked tickets for round trip. My friend Gunjan shocked i guess after sending text about my sudden plan 😛

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After 2 hrs 10 min i reached Raj Bhoj Airport and it was so sunny

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Bhopal is a city, which shows both part of India, the rich culture, natural beauty as well as it has a small part with hustle bustle… The best things I liked about Bhopal is the Upper lake, its a beauty, the lights around the lake at night gives a lovely look.

The tomb on the island, looks amazing.

One side they have , which is a kind of zoo, but you may also see deers gazing around in open.

The restaurants around gives you a lovely view of the lake, so you can always get into one and still enjoy the scenic view, far from the rush.The best part i liked in Bhopal was “chatori galli”.Its a heaven for non veggies, they have seekh, kebabas, biryani, fried beef, chicken roasted, everything available on a very cheap price, so its a must visit.

Upper Lake

The Upper Lake is a fun spot for residents of Bhopal and a tourist spot for the visitor. Boating (speed boats as well as paddle boats) is available and during the evenings, the place is swarmed by people, to enjoy the bhel-puris, ragda chaats, to listen to some live music (a singer sings to background music playing on the tape), have some ‘Top-in-Town’ ice-creams and candies.

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There is a huge statue of Raja Bhoj near one of the banks, towards the highway. There is a nice ship replica and also a real railway engine. Our resourceful driver told us that there are plans to build railway tracks around the lake and the train will zhug-zhug on these tracks.

It is close to Van Vihar, the zoo of Bhopal.

Van Vihar

Visit the Open Air Zoo at Bhopal. It has a perfect setting. The blue expanse of water of the Upper Lake on one side and the verdant green Shamla Hill on the other. You have a variety of tigers, lions, bears, leopards, deer’s  crocodiles, snakes, tortoises, birds. Visit around 4.00 p.m. when the animals are fed. You can take your vehicle by paying a fee.Will not forget this place as it give a good view of all major animals which we think of seeing with our kids.Seeing the tiger is dream come true.

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Taj ul Masajid

Taj-ul mosque, situated in old Bhopal is a must to visit if you come to this city.. It can be easily reached from any part of Bhopal.. Though it’s located in crowded surroundings, the architecture of the mosque is awesome.. It’s 2nd largest mosque of Asia, built in red sandstone.. One enters through a narrow path to a huge open courtyard and gets the feeling of aww! The structure is magnificent..
Be cautious of the sellers outside the main area…
It’s located alongside a lake and the reflection that one sees is beautiful.

Reflection

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One of the local person helped me showing Taj ul Masajid and later we went to McDonald’s for dinner.After having good time i met few travelers over there and one of traveler accompanied till Gwalior, her name is Sarah.

Gwalior Fort

The most exciting place in Gwalior is the huge fort perked on a sandy stone. One can get a bird’s eye view of the entire city .Gwalior fortress stands on a 100 mtrs high sand stone rock.The most picturesque in North India,the fort measures 2.5 km in length and about 200 to 725 mtrs in width.To reach the fort one has to go on foot or drive through winding roads. Needless to say we drove up all the way to the fort.It was amazing.

It has number of structures like Mansingh palace, Gurugovind singh Gurudwara where Gurugivind Singh was held captive, Sahsra Bahu temple to name a few. But the most captivating is the Mansingh Palace.

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Few of  local random clicks of Bhopal & Gwalior taken from Galaxy S3 and Sony Digital Camera

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